This photo is of the best person I ever met in my entire life. I look at the many many photos and I can so easilly imagine just what is going through her precious mind maybe not exactlly but pretty darn close. I miss her so much, everyday I wake up and I tell myself tomorrow it will be alittle bit easier, but it isn't and I have finally realized in all likelihood it won't until I do what I need to do to finally put my dear friend to rest in my own way, we were very close, it was funny I was sort of scared that maybe she had forgotten me, I hadn't spoken to her in alongtime, I know anyone who knows or knew San knows this isn't really an odd thing as she had a way I remember I hadn't seen her or spoken to her in gosh it had to have been at least 6months anyhow, well my bell rings, well it was about 3am and if you knew her it was pretty obvious it was her lol.. oh gosh I will never ever ever forget that nite, I still laugh when I think of it now, she came up to my apt I was living in Venice off the beach or on it whichever way you wish to look at it, anyhow she was driving I shall not say the gal's name for her privacy lol,.anyhow she had her mercedes, had I looked out the window I would've laughed sooner, she had this odd habit she would go see this gal who liked her alot, she knew she could use her car among anythingelse she wanted as long as she promised (are ya ready she wouldn't come see moi) ...
oops its out of the bag, oh what the heck it was alongtime ago, I am no spring chicken anylonger and this gal was older then than I am now so no harm is done, and definatelly meant, it was a hoot, she comes up, she is in a great mood going on about this new idea she had I was thrilled for her, suddenly she must've remembered the last time I had seen her I had clocked her one lol, I know I didn't hurt her never in a million yrs, you know how us dingy women get, anyhow I turned around suddenly before I know what has happened I am literally collapsing into my cupboard door, I wasn't hurt but some shocked to say the least, well she realized I wasn't hurt as she is all freaked and like Bobbi are you ok, I am so sorry lol, well as I am getting up and ofcourse asking what the hell that was, she quickly departs lol.... okay now this was really funny I had a phone but I had a machine as I never have liked phones, it actually told you I never pick up so speak orelse you will never get me, if I wanted to I would pick it up, I know tacky give me a break I was young, and keep in mind many knew Sandy and I were close, and holy moly many were fans of the Runaways namely Sandy, ok the phone rings I hear right away Bobbi please I am super sorry pick up please, and so on, well I pick up the phone, we were yacking had made plans to meet the following day as I told her I was way too tired to go for a drive and besides she had been drinking and needed to keep her butt where it was, suddenly this voice is who is this calling my home at this hour, well Sandy is thinking oh oh busted lol..... was I a good girl, well it all depends on how you think I was truthful lmao, I said well shweetie, its like this one I ain't got your number at least not the phone, and 2 did your phone ring, then I hear Sandy you promised, I am not letting you use the car tomorrow and thats final, so I told her, no worries I'll come get you in my mustang she loved that car anyhow so all was well,but imagine, you don't hear from her or see her and she comes in and clocks you one, that was her oh yes indeed, I would give anything in this world to have her here right now I can still see her face even without the many pictures, one I am sure most of you have figured out is one of my all time favorites it her all you can really see in it is hair just a blowing or flying depends how you look at it,it just really brings back so very many different heck just about everytime I ever saw her play which wasn't near enough, she so loved to play them drums, oh I remember onetime she knew I was super easy to embarass, so she is up on stage and she says Bobbi this one is just for you, we were at the studio in Playa del Rey, Paul Hone owned it, luckilly there weren't alot of people there anyhow she dedicated Wild Thing to me, she switched a few of the words to make it even more special, she made everyone who ever met her love her, she just didn't know how very special she was, I guess that could be why it took me getting food poisoning off of one of her many fans holy moly we were out, and both of us were always inviting folks to the house, we had a condo we shared, well I had it first lol but she just sort of slowly moved in no way would I ever take a day back ever, the only minor problem we had was she had this just adorable lovable pooch, problem he was a large pup, he was a golden retreiver, named Oliver, she just adored him, holy moly we spent more time bailing him out of doggy jail then buying him food, but my lease was strict no pets especially dogs, my landlord was a cutie patutie, however his wife had no sense oh humour at all, we got by for quite awhile all things considered, even down to Oliver just loving to serenade us all in the middle of the nites. I am trying desperatelly to get these photos I so want to share they are of me, San ofcourse, Oliver, my fav's are the ones from Big Bear,but we have many, we have our water skiing adventures she took me on my first ever trip to Lake Mead, oh wow it was just gorgous, but I will tell you onething I mentioned how much I had got to missing her,so my last trip out to LA I went through Lake Mead, oh man was I ever glad she wasn't with me to see it, she would've cried cause I did, the water used to be so very clean you could stand in it and see your feet, I still remember her bragging on how awesome this lake was, man have they ever ruined it, it was so gross serious, I was literally dying from the heat my airconditioner broke so I thought well I'll just cool off some, good grief, I felt so slimy and filthy, what a crying shame I suppose this is what those folks would refer to as progress, I call it plain ish, for lack of a better word, I am so tired my eyes are burning, I needed badly to get a bunch off my chest,I was on this site I so love to visit, I never did have the nerve for the longest time to say hell0, I somehow got lucky as on myspace thingy he contacted me, he had no idea how very special I thought him, I am still trying to think of something special to do to really thank-him Sandy would just love him I know it. There is one other person I never did have the pleasure to meet, shame to I met Joan, Lita, heck oodles I don't even remember their names but I never did meet Cherie, and she was the one and only trully special person to my knowledge to really bring many of Sandy's dreams to reality, I know from me it means nothing but I hope she really knows just what a special person she is, I have no doubt her special place is waiting for her in Heaven, I am also sure it will be a very longtime before she gets there, I just wanted to say how I felt, nothing bad was intended or meant.
I also posted some other photos there is one here where I just loved it some of Sandy's friends Cherie ofcourse were celebrating her life and the bench broke on them so I posted it, thought it might lighten things up alittle.
I also posted some of some of my favortie artists, it was odd really that Sandy and I ever got together as our tastes in music were really different when we first met, I loved and still do country at the time we met, my favorite artist was Conway Twitty infact her and I went to see him several times together, we made a pact I'd do her rock if she'd do my country, heck I even got her to Willie Nelson, now how's that for a shocker, she also turned me onto many amazing rock artists, infact when we met Cheap Trick, I still to this day adore those guys, they were the nicest bunch ever, Joan was promoting her cd for I Love Rock and Roll and they opened for her, thus we got to spend the majority of the time with Cheap Trick, I was thrilled for her, as she was so deeply hurt I have no doubt we might even have left if not for those wonderful guys, and oh talk about payback being a bitch, Cheap Trick was handling the sound, well the guys had also gone over to say hello to Joan only to be turned away much like Sandy, well Robin too was hurt, thus, his folks were displeased at his feelings being hurt, so Miss Jett comes flying out onstage grabs the mic and she is just a bellering, but oops..............notttttta,, nope no sound, gee I always did wonder about that roflmao, sorry but man she so had it coming, and it did look just richtous on her, I have always been old fashioned I suppose see I like nice folks, no matter if you are poor much like me now, or rick like Tim McGraw and Faith Hill, heck we met them, they are the nicest couple you will ever hope to meet. I know I know I had better be laying down, my dang meds are beginning to wear off so I shall attempt to be alitte bit on the good side at least enough to quit for a spell. I don't have a clue how I figured out I could write this stuff down here, nobody see's it, but gosh it sure does make me feel so very much better, God Speed!
CYA!!!
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